Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Wow
wonder girls are performing for this year's singfest
they seem to be coming to singapore alot recently
hmmm
when will snsd come ?
Haha
though I dun think I'd go see them, it's nice to think that they're in Singapore
and shinee (:

diving is this Friday to next Monday
sadly, I'm not feelin all that enthusiastic
diving has made me less able to find a job(ok maybe it's just that I'm picky abt my jobs), have $800(for the trip, the contacts, and the misc stuff I have to get) less in my bank account, and it is seriously traumatizing me becoz I didn't do well during the training session in the pool
the thought of going into the sea
the expanse
is just scaring me
I dun know what to feel
all I can do now is go forward and hope I do better in the actual dives
hope I dun die

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

sleepy

recruit express agent called me at 9.30 just now
Asked me whether i have a laptop, i said yes
Asked me whether i was still interested in a job, i said yes
Told me of a one mth admin job, i said ok
Told me it's in loyang and asked if i was ok, i said should be
she asked agn, told me to check on my laptop, hello i didn't say my laptop was on/beside me (i didn't say anything but replied that i didn't know wherebloyamg was)
She helped me check, she said it'll take a long time, asked if i was ok
Told me that work started at 8.45am then asked if i was ok, i said should be ok
Then she asked whether i just woke up, i said yes
Then she just asked me to "shop around" and she'd "call me again" then put down the phone.
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
•____•
I just had to blog becoz my life is so boring that this is the only things i can blog abt
•____•
Anyday would be fine calling me at such a time
But i just stayed up till 5am the previous night reading the dive manual
And i was set to wake up at 11.30
Ok she doesn't know that but still
fucking agent called me just to ask me whether i want a job when she thinks the location doesn't suit me
Hello
Wouldn't it waste you less time if you checked before calling pple ?
And she knew loyang is at pasir ris
Any normal person would know that hougang to pasir ris is crazy
If you're gonna think and make a decision yourself that i'm not going to want the job
Why the fuck did you call me ?
Fucker
And she's only called me one other times, retail job at zara (which is srsly screwed since she saw me b4 and nobody in their right mind would link me to zara)
that recruitment agent is srsly screwed up (or tired, to give her a benefit of doubt, but mostly likely a little fucked up too no matter what)
Urgh
Cranky post since i'm so tired
Shall go back to sleep now
Find a job when i wake up
Coz i know that there's a 99% chance that she won't ever call me again
I'm not that naive
coz i'm not going to shop around first while waiting for her call

Sunday, June 13, 2010

wha... ?

huh
no job
no money
no clothes
no money
nothing to do

bumming around is nice
but it is getting boring
-o-
what's more i was the one who was raring for a job when the vacation started
feeling really lousy now
nobody wants me
T-T

watched naruto to the latest episode, can't wait for the next to be available
watching eyeshield 21 to pass time
playing maple almost every day (but getting bored)
finished reading five people you meet in heaven
read jane auston's persuasion half way (quite good)
playing patapon 2 on psp
playing rune factory again on the ds

all in all
very zai nu
and getting fatter and lazier and dumber

need a job soon